Growing insanity?

I seriously think I'm mad.

THINK ABOUT THE LOVE INSIDE THE STRENGTH OF HEART.

THINK ABOUT THE HEROES SAVING LIVES IN THE DARK.

Gifts and Curses

We've come a long way together, after these 321 days, this is still your song. The tune is just so perfect, and listening to it makes me think of the times we spent together. No matter what, I am still your pillar. And I don't intend to fail.

Perhaps my statement was misinterpreted, I despise the action. I don't despise my own family. Everyone makes mistakes.

Society is tough, I agree.
Destructive comments, I agree.

But for one last thing.

If I can't even depend on my family to spare a thought for my feelings, then is there anyone in the world I can truly count on to support me? If no, then the world is a very dark place for alot of people.

Tolerence

I have retracted my statement as the person in question has come into contact with my post. Therefore I think the message has been sent is quite unnecessary here. As a reply to the comments.

While I do agree you have made some valid points, such passing comments or remarks are still intolerable by some with a sensitive nature. Such hurting comments even when being passed when the person in question is destructive and unnecessary. Regardless of whether the comment was made deliberately or accidentally, every word still has its consequence.

I do not judge my own mother, I have no right. I judge her actions, not her intentions. Because alot of things are a gray area, but in somethings there is only right and wrong. Perhaps I overreacted, but please consider the emotions involved before making such cutting comments. It is utterly childish.

Nevertheless, I do treasure my mother as a mother. I have never forgotten that. However, I do despise some of the actions that she commits. I do not deny that. As the saying goes " Love the sinner, hate the sin". I do not proclaim myself to be God, but for this saying, I am sure that it applies when it comes to my family.

Eyes are feeling heavy but they never seem to close
The fan blades on the ceiling spin but the air is never cold
And even though you are next to me I still feel so alone
I just can't give you anything for you to call your own

And I can feel you breathing
And it's keeping me awake
Can you feel it beating?
My heart's sinking like a weight

Something I've been keeping locked away behind my lips
I can feel it breaking free with each and every kiss
I couldn't bear to hurt you but it's all so different now
Things that I was sure of, they have filled me up with doubt

And I can feel you breathing
And it's keeping me awake
Can you feel it beating?
My heart's sinking like a weight

I can feel you breathing
It's keeping me awake
Could you stop my heart? It's always beating.
Sinking like a weight

How am I supposed to feel about the things I've done?
I don't know if I should stay or turn around and run
I know that I hurt you, things will never be the same
The only love I ever knew, I threw it all away

And I can feel you breathing
And it's keeping me awake
Can you feel it beating?
My heart's sinking like a weight

I can feel you breathing
It's keeping me awake
Could you stop my heart? It's always beating.
Sinking like a weight

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YULING

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HAMSTER YULING! I KNOW YOU ARE SHOCKED BUT NO NEED LOOK LIKE THAT IN THE PICTURE. LOL.